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Day: November 17, 2024

Side-Eye Dino Time!

This is the half-completed dino body.

If I’m going to be honest, I was kind of disappointed with the fact that the duck from last week was so small. I should have completely expected it as the final size was mentioned in the pattern, but I was still kind of shocked at how small it was. To ensure that I would create something a bit larger, I decided to choose the  Mini Dino pattern made by Handmade by Ani that I had found on the LoveCrafts website. I loved how the finished examples of the plushie looked, and I wanted to create one for myself.

Embroidering was much easier with the ability to flatten the main piece.

I got off to a rough start, because I somehow started the plushie by going in the wrong direction. I am right-handed, so I crochet right-to-left. For a plushie, that means that I would be looking at the outside of it while rotating the plushie counter-clockwise as I work on it. The opposite would happen for people who are left-handed. I apparently unconsciously decided that I wanted to do it the left-handed way, and I ended up doing a couple of rounds before realizing that I was straining to look at the inside of the plushie (which is a no-no). I could have maybe continued on this way, but it would have just caused me a lot of issues later on and I wanted to avoid that.

Front view of the fully completed and stuffed body.

My other part of the rough start was not completely realizing that the terminology for this pattern was in UK terms, unlike the Duck pattern which was in US terms. I was very confused for a few rounds and ended up decreasing when I should have been doing a regular double crochet stitch. Lesson Learned: Double check what terminology is used and ensure you know what each abbreviation actually stands for on each and every pattern.

On the plus side, I had a much easier time with the embroidery. I did not poke myself nearly as much, and I felt that this face (especially the eyes) turned out better than the Duck’s did. I am very proud of the progress that I made there. Additionally, the stitching of the body went very smoothly, and I was confident in my ability to do that throughout the piece. I quite enjoyed the process of doing it too.

The 4 spikes.

Unfortunately, the good times were not going to last. I decided to skip the tail and do the spikes first. I had a lot of issues getting the spikes done as I was keeping the tension too tight, and the purple yarn that I used was really dark (which made it hard to see all of the individual strands unless it was under intense light). I kept having too many or not enough stitches in a round, and I was frustrated by time I finished them. If you look closely enough at the pictures, you can tell which one of the spikes got a little messed up because of these issues and me accepting defeat. It’s not horrible, just slightly noticeable. Then came the challenge of the tail.

The beginning of the dino’s tail.

I should note that the pattern was relatively easy to follow. Most of the things in it were things that I had already encountered, and it was laid out very well for a beginner crocheter and pattern-reader. However, the tail part of the dino started with a standing double crochet stitch. I had no idea what that looked like or what it was and I was stressing out real bad over it. I had to take a break from crocheting for a few days for reasons beyond my control, so I was stressed about it for longer than I needed to be. Handmade by Ani, the pattern creator, had a couple of linked videos that they suggested I use for this process, and I was at least glad for that direction.

When I finally sat down to attempt this new stitch, I was very confused. There were two videos linked and described similarly, so I did not know which one to pick. I just went with the first one, and that was a mistake. Knot too Shabby Crochet-Melanie’s video is probably a good one, but it did not help me with what I was trying to do. It just confused and frustrated me more as it did not explicitly explain a standing double crochet stitch. I crossed my fingers as I clicked on the second link, and it definitely did not let me down. Tamara Kelly – Moogly explained clearly and concisely how to do the standing double crochet stitch, and I caught on quickly. All I had to do was a slip knot and then a regular double crochet stitch. So much stress for something that ended up being so simple.

The big holes before.

The non-holes after.

The rest of the assembly went well. I finished up the tail easily, used some extra yarn on the end of it to cover up some of the larger holes around the tail, and began to sew the spikes on the dino’s back. I used an X or crossing pattern on the spikes to lock down the sides of each spike, and then I went up and down to secure the fronts and backs of each spike. Safe to say that those spikes aren’t coming off anytime soon.

The spikes pinned into place.

Overall, I am proud of this plushie, especially the embroidery. The side-eye was kind of an accident but I think that makes it look even better. It gives the dino character as one of my family members said. Despite the frustrations I had, I think that I would create another dino. Now that I know what to expect, this pattern is not as daunting as it was before.

 

 

Finished Dino from the front.

Finished Dino from the side.

Up Next: Plushies as Christmas Gifts??

What About Second Chances?

When it comes to someone saying something unfavourable online, it can be so easy to get caught up in the tsunami level wave of cyber-shaming. I admit that I have definitely gotten caught up in it myself at times. I have never justified using racism, sexism, etc. against the people that made a mistake, I have called out the people who have done this, but I have been unforgiving of the main person being cyber-shamed in the past. I have not posted many of these shaming thoughts as I mostly just kept them to myself or voiced them to friends. As I continue to grow and be a better person, I am mentally calling myself out whenever I get swept up in the tsunami.

I am someone that does believe in giving people chances to grow (i.e. second chances), because I am someone who needed those chances in order to learn that the biases I held previously were wrong and bigoted. I believe that people should absolutely be called out when they say or do something racist, for example, but, after some reflection following our last class, I really do not like the mass shaming and cyber-vigilantism that happens when people make mistakes. I would want to be given the grace to learn from that mistake rather than have that single moment defining my entire life for the foreseeable future and impacting all my future opportunities. In other words, give me the opportunity to show that I can learn, will continue to learn, and will always strive to be better. And if I want that opportunity to be given to me, I should definitely be giving it to others.

Pic from Tomas Kucera.

I do want to note that the people I am mentioning are making mistakes. The people that purposefully and actively spew hate on the internet for views, clicks, or for whatever other reason need to have their accounts deleted. If that person is in a profession like teaching and spewing that type of hate online, I would definitely want their employer to consider that person’s employment since they are likely in close contact with students belonging to the demographics they hate (those kids do not deserve to feel unsafe in school). There are so many voices spewing hate and bigotry on the internet right now, and social media companies need to be doing something about this. However, they won’t because the drop in engagement on their platforms would hurt their bottom line. (At least, that’s the pessimistic view I hold.)

The biggest question I am wrestling with is: “What is the line between mistake and purposeful hate?”. Further, “What punishments should be given to people who purposefully spew hate and how severe should they be?”.

Graphic from Fernanda.

Additionally: What is the line between genuine criticism and cyber-shaming? Social media platforms can’t seem to get it right, and their AIs often take down videos that call out things like corruption or mistreatment of certain groups of people. (Sometimes this feels like/seems to be a purposeful silencing, but that is another topic for another day.) Everyone seems to have a different line that they draw, and there really isn’t any line that seems to properly fit a majority of peoples’ vision. What metaphorical “line” would allow us to protect genuine criticism but crack down on cyber-shaming? There really is no good answer for this unfortunately.

I am sure that I have many more questions related to these topics that I can’t recall right now, and I will have to take the time to think over my views and opinions on them. Also, the internet changes fast, so my opinion on any of this could change as those shifts happen. My views will also shift as I experience and see more of the world. I am only 22 so there are still plenty of things for me to see, experience, and understand. To put it into other words, my views on/personal answers for these questions will never be fixed and will change with the times. However, I do believe I will stand firm on my belief that we all deserve second chances that will allow us to learn and be better in the future.

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