Intimidating, Overwhelming… But not so Bad!

First thoughts of the term online/blended learning…

Completely intimidating and overwhelming! However, my first experience with online learning was also during a period of uncertainty and panic as the global pandemic started. Which did not help!

In March 2020 when the students were sent home and I was advised to set up an online learning program for my students, I truly had no clue where to begin.

From the start we were faced with many physical challenges. The students and families that I work with have little access to technology, transportation, and some with funds for life’s simple necessities. Some do not speak fluent English so simply communicating was hard.

Stress Levels were high!

I ended up providing paper packages to my families, I used SeeSaw to post online learning activities, both of which were accompanied by zoom meetings to work the workbooks together. As you can probably guess by the barriers above, it was very challenging for students to participate. There were days where no one showed up to the zoom meetings, most online activities went untouched and I received a total of 6 paper packages back over the course of 4 months.

My first experience with online learning was not the most positive. To be honest it was quite negative…

Online learning felt nearly impossible and unfair to the demographic I was working with.

Luckily the pandemic didn’t end, and I got a second chance at online teaching in December 2020. (I hope you can hear the sarcasm in that sentence!)

This time it went much smoother. We had a little bit of time to prepare, pre-teach some of the online tools and families were more prepared for what was to come. Contacting families seemed much easier, I had a lot more participation with my online activities and zoom meets! I also became a lot more familiar with the programs I could use such as google slides, classrooms and the other tools available on SeeSaw.

Although participation was better… it felt extremely unfair to those who did not have access or support to retrieve the learning opportunities.

Not to mention, it just is not the same as in class learning. A huge part of grade ½ is the social aspect, teamwork, cooperation, problem solving, play and simply just talking! It was very hard to work this into my online learning schedule as everyone was just still becoming familiar with the technology.

I think that will always be a difficult aspect to translate online to young students.

Which Blended Learning is Right for Your Classroom?

However, I have just recently learned that blended learning does not just mean at home learning! There is a large spectrum of blended learning and I was pleased to hear I wasn’t totally dropping the ball!

Turns out I have been integrating the idea of blended learning throughout my classroom almost my whole career! I must give the pandemic credit…. After teaching online and returning to the classroom I integrated technology so much more and not afraid to take risks or learn along with my students.

Turns out, it was not as intimidating after all!

While many challenges come along with online learning, I have grown to see the benefits, especially as I switch roles from being the educator to the student!

Although, I still sometimes feel overwhelmed with hyperlinks, blogging, even online textbooks… I have truly enjoyed being a student online and I see the advantages that it could be provided for people in many situations. The flexibility with children and childcare, full time jobs and traveling can allow learners who otherwise wouldn’t be able to extend their education to do just that! It also allows for collaboration and interaction between people who would otherwise would never meet.

It is also clear that this world is forever evolving and specifically in the technological world. While many people, including myself, like to deny this fact and would rather like to do it the old school way, I believe we are not doing ourselves any favors. Not to mention our students! If we don’t provide these opportunities in the classroom for students to become familiar with technology then really we aren’t setting them up well for the future!

In the end, I am sitting neutral on the fence! I see the struggles many face with technology but I also see the endless opportunities it provides!

Looks like EC&I is already changing my perspective on this technological world! I know throughout this semester I will become more confident and find tools to take back to my students!

Let the Journey Continue!






5 Replies to “Intimidating, Overwhelming… But not so Bad!”

  1. Hi Brooke,

    I enjoyed reading your post about your learning through the pandemic and how by trying out different tools you feel more comfortable to take risks and learn along with your students. I completely agree with the challenges you mentioned and found many of the same challenges when we moved to online learning, It was extremely difficult for some families who did not have access to technology or data/hot spots ad the language barrier can also be a huge challenge. There is a whole new set of challenges when we are teaching students in the early years. Even if they do have access to technology they are often not able to navigate the log on or finding assignments on their own unless there is a lot of time for pre-teaching this, which the pandemic did not grant us.
    I appreciated you sharing your thoughts and feelings as it made me feel not quite so alone in my experiences.
    I look forward to learning alongside you in this class.

  2. What a steep learning curve it was. I was so lucky to have a teaching partner at the time and we shared the responsibilities between 55 students. Seemed to not be as intimidating having a partner in crime to support. Isn’t interesting that with stress we se growth and change. I enjoyed your post thanks for sharing.

  3. Hi Brooke,

    Really well written and emotion focused post! You really captured the essence of stress and anxiousness that many of us experience during that days/weeks/months of uncertainty.. wait maybe years..

    Your post triggers my memory of an old saying that my dad would always say, “how do you eat an elephant?… One bit a time”. How it sounds clever and has some deep meanings… but to imagine eating a whole elephant… Come on, we need to freak out a little first, before we can realize that, yes one bite a time will work as a way to start eating it.

    Thanks for sharing and I look forward to reading more!

  4. Great post, Brooke! Well done!

    I found that remote learning in December of 2020 went smoother for me as well because we had time to plan and prepare the kids. I wouldn’t say it was amazing, but better than in March-June of 2020! Beverly also made a great point… Some families I worked with had access to technology, but struggled navigating Google Classroom, finding assignments, submitting assignments, etc. Some days I felt like tech support… The world’s worst tech support, might I add.

    Like Katia said, community is key in online learning environments. However, for younger students, that in-person piece is so valuable for their development. This is something that I think there is simply no way around, even though blended/online learning provides a lot other great learning opportunities!

  5. Brooke,

    I can definitely relate to the stress of the shift to online learning. Though I had some experience with online learning, it was certainly a change that took me by surprise and challenged me. Even simple trouble shooting issues seemed to be completely time consuming and overwhelming. With that being said, sometimes you need to be thrown in the water to learn how to swim… this was certainly the case for me. It was the best way for me to jump it (or be thrown in) and learn A LOT. I find it very helpful to see the other ways that teacher are using technology, so this class is a great learning opportunity.

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